Self-hatred, such a harsh concept. Yet is it just a concept, or is there some level of truth to it? Do we truly love who we see reflected in the mirror? Or do we hate ourselves because we may have made some bad choices throughout the course of life?

The opposite of self-hatred would be self-love. But loving ourselves may seem like an impossible challenge. Why is that? Could it be our self-doubt rules our self-image? Do we believe our negative self-talk, the voice that since childhood has been telling us we will never amount to anything, so why try?

At first glance we may say there is no self-hatred in our consciousness. Yet if we are honest with ourselves, we may be our own worst enemy. Do we defeat ourselves before we even begin? Have we convinced ourselves that we will always be less than we had always hoped?

If we look closely we notice our self-hatred began at a young age. Think of the times we were told we weren’t tall enough, fast enough, slim enough, not good looking enough. We may have been told we were too fat, maybe we stuttered. All the while, we felt our value diminish with each new label being attached to us by those who claimed to love us unconditionally.

As we internalized these descriptions we hated ourselves because we thought these labels were who we truly were. Our self-confidence was nowhere to be seen, because we learned that the world saw us through these negative labels. In time that was how we saw ourselves. In believing these false identities, we ended up hating ourselves.

But what’s crazy is we didn’t even know we hated ourselves, we may not even realize it today. Yet we feel this deep rooted emotional pain, we can’t identify. To counteract this pain we try to numb ourselves through food, booze, or drugs, among others. We may even over work ourselves, doing what we can to avoid dealing with our pain.

We’re too afraid to look within ourselves to find the root cause of our pain for fear that our self-doubt, negative self-talk, and our limiting beliefs may be true. Thereby proving our self-hatred is justified. We come to the conclusion that we are the cause of our own suffering. This may be true, but not for the reasons we think.

Our own suffering, leading to self-hatred, is cause by our belief that we are less than we truly are. We believe all the negative things we have been told by those around us. This spirals out of control because we have been seeking validation from others for so long we don’t have a positive image of ourselves. Who we are is then based on the negative opinions of others. We see ourselves in a negative light because this is how others have always treated us.

The challenge becomes one of learning to ignore all the negativity that is directed toward us, even the negativity we repeat to ourselves should be ignored. Why? Because the labels and negativity are lies, they are not the truth of who we are. Believing these lies, fuels our self-hatred.

How do we shift the narrative to one more positive? Realize that at the core of our being is a source of unconditional love, that always loves us no matter how short, fat, slow, tall, or dorky we are. The very nature of this love is without judgement, criticism, ridicule, or humiliation. The difficulty is accepting we deserve this love.

It can be hard to understand that the life we are now living is because of the choices we have made along the way. We can choose to love ourselves, or we can choose to hate ourselves. Every thought we think, word we speak, food we eat, people we hang out with, hobbies, what we do with our time, what we tell ourselves, is a choice between unconditional love or self-hatred. Every choice has consequences, the result is either self-love or self-hate.

What we must realize when it comes to these choices, is the quality of our life and the lives of those we claim to love depend on which direction we take. We can love ourselves as easily as we can hate ourselves. The challenge is learning that any negative thought will lead to negative actions, leading to a negative outcome.

As we learn to love ourselves, life will shift in unforeseen ways. Our emotional health will improve, leading to a healthier physical life, resulting in a more positive life experience. Remember, this love is within us. We do not have to ask others to validate our self-worth. Our sense of self now becomes rooted in unconditional love, a love that knows who we are and recognizes our value to the world around us.

Can we look at ourselves honestly to see if, at some level, we do indeed hate ourselves? When we truly learn to love ourselves, we will give ourselves the best opportunities to live the best life possible.

One way I learned to overcome my self-hatred, was to look in the mirror and say out loud, “I love you Paul, I really do.” At first the words stuck in my throat. That proved to me I lacked self-love. I did this for months before I could easily say these words. When I fall back into old patterns of behavior, I use this mantra to pull me back to the place of loving myself.

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Is it possible to look into the mirror and say, “I love you, I really do”? With time you will notice a difference in how life treats you.

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